three idahoans in black puffy coats take new york city.

here we are. new york city!

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we ate pasta at eataly. it was fancy. like, the waiter refused my request to top my pasta with parmesan because it wouldn’t fit the flavor profile, fancy. (not bitter, nope).  Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

eataly, where i want to eat everything. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

washington square park and when harry met sally moments.  Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

black coats unite!

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we ran around central park. this is where i don’t tell you about how my dad forgot his workout clothes and we convinced him to wear my mom’s spandex leggings for our jaunt. (hehe)Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

central park just gives us feelings


zabar’s is cheese heaven. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

after my run i obviously went to levain bakery for their amazing cookies.Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

run seven miles, eat seven hundred calories worth of cookie. seems legit. Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

adventures on the high line. dad needed a break. this is funny because he is actually kickass at parallel parking. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

we walked across the brooklyn bridge and ate at grimaldi’s.Processed with VSCOcam with b1 preset

we were the only people without a selfie stick. IMG_4858


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my outfit inspiration for this trip was like jonathan taylor thomas a la tool time. i can’t be held accountable for this. Processed with VSCOcam with b1 preset

pizza like whoa! i don’t know what was more memorable, though… the pizza or the conversation going on behind us. ask me about it sometime.

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when we finished, we walked back to the city in the dark. this is my favorite new york view. Processed with VSCOcam with b5 preset

new york city library! when can i move in?

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i was set on seeing matilda, and thankfully my parents obliged. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

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i did not, however, think about the type of crowd a show like matilda would draw… this photo perfectly encapsulates the experience, aka my 49 year old father plus every single 10 year old on the upper west side accompanied by their mom. rejoice!  dad points for being a good sport. Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

matilda was really good. you should totally see it and it will change your ideas about broadway being kind of stupid. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

one day i dragged my parents way north for a bagel at absolute bagel. these are the best bagels. they’re life changing. i would go back to new york just for one of these everything bagels with a sundried tomato shmear.IMG_0050 

speaking of food…  we ate a lot of things. like these pickles from the pickle guys. Processed with VSCOcam with f2 presetbread and butter for the win!!


and this knish. and the feelings it brought to me. those jews know what they’re doing.Processed with VSCOcam with c1 presetProcessed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

china town sesame pancakes and miso soup. good grief this is the cheapest most delicious meal i tell you what! my stupid grin says ALL.

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staten island ferry selfies. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

oh heyyyy m + d!

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lady liberty and lady-hasn’t-washed-her-hair-in-a-week. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

pit stop at strand books. dad wasn’t impressed. WHATEVER. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

a grainy photo that is important because this is mom’s first shake shack experience and she didn’t like it. the shroom burger was still legit though. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

this is my dad eating a hot dog on wall street. totally fit in with the business men.Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

one world building. just look at it!

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here’s mom and dad playing mind games in the apartment. they were killing the memory section of the pilot’s test. early onset alzheimer’s, be damned! Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

these two fine folks riding the subway like true new yorkers. moments like this make me proud! i wonder if they felt the same way about teaching me to ride a bike as i did teaching them to use public transportation. my heart is beaming.  Processed with VSCOcam with b1 preset

hey there cityscape! Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

the flat iron. this is the best building in new york. IMG_4856

city bakery in the flat iron district knows their way around a croissant. and a bran muffin. and everything else. Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

these snowmen speak unto me. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

the hummus place aka my heaven forever and ever AMEN. Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

velvety smooth hummus as far as the eye can see. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

third wheelin and dealin  Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

central park aka central tundra.Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

do these sunglasses make me look glam or what.Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

the babies of the upper west side have their lives together.Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

wafels and dinges! just another manifestation of my life goal to just travel by walking and eating everything i see in the process. mother mary and joseph. these things are good.

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more delicacies for lunch a la a salt and battery. it was an authentic experience right down to the awful british glam pop rock going on in the backgroud. fried fish, i love you IMG_4815

mom was big into greenwich village. “i feel like i’m on sesame street!” indeed. Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

i’ve got this thing for walls and taking photos of half my face. just go with it. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

i thought we might run out of things to talk about after a whole week together, but when things got a little slow moving, it was comforting to know that we could always just revisit the conversation of whether these water towers are ACTUALLY utilitarian or not. no conclusions were drawn.  Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

we went to abc carpet and this carpet reached out and grabbed me. not mad. spring break goals 2015!  Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

hello i will take one of everything, THANKS! also, i spy with my little eye my dad having the time of his life down in the mid left side. what a guy.

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a little stop in the station.   IMG_4857

we went to rockefeller center and my mom was fangirling over matt lauer so hard. Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

also HEY empire state building. IMG_4690

what a good trip. thanks for gracing me with your presence mom and dad!

mom and dad do DC

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bill and kris came over for my spring break from the west coast. it snowed the day before they showed up (lol) so spring break was a term used lightly. here’s the thing about the east coast i am learning- the winter is slow to start, but then she is a professional at the “linger longer”. like, linger forever. she’s that awkward friend that doesn’t get social cues as when to leave your house because it is 12 am and you really want to shower and do your laundry, but she is still sitting on your couch. whatever, winter. whatever.

we went to the national botanic garden because i am weirdly obsessed with it…. but it is ok because evidently the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.


speaking of apples not falling far from the tree, billy ball and i could be twins.  Processed with VSCOcam with b5 preset

my mom was in teacher heaven.Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

i took them to dinner at founding farmers where we ate everything. my dad, however, made it a point to tell me that he likes jiffy cornbread better than the stuff we cook up there. heresy. heresy!

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the next day i had to work, so they played tourist alone, and i just stole all their pictures.Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

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the following day we had a proper sunday brunch at farmers fishers bakers. we ate all the food and didn’t look back. my dad was super into the shrimp cocktail, mom was a fan of the french toast. i was a fan of coaching them through the process and telling them everything to eat. IMG_4641

one of my proudest moments during this trip was when my dad complimented my shoes. my shoes! he liked my docs and wanted some for himself, so we marched right up to the dr. martens store and he bought his own. twins!

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at the monuments, dads be shoppin, etc. IMG_0023

martin luther king jr. memorial realness.  Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

i told her to sit on fdr’s lap, but she was afraid of the park rangers.Processed with VSCOcam with b5 preset

we went around georgetown, which, at this time of year, thankfully doesn’t smell like garbage and fish. silver linings! also,     Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

i was stoked to take my parents up to baked and wired, but this is how dad felt about waiting in line for a four dollar cupcake. unimpressed.

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i made them pretend to be having a good time. for posterity and stuff. IMG_4660

anyway, delightful times in dc. next stop, new york, new york.  Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset


it’s been awhile. sorry, i’ve just been too busy getting good grades. (ha)

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discovered some good running spots here in this city. dc is usually known for it’s monuments but guys… its murals deserve an honorable mention at least.Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

every time i pass the supreme court i feel small. i think that’s the effect they were going for.  Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

cheesy love in bloomingdale. wouldn’t have it any other way. (unless these are my tax dollars at work, in which case i say there is not enough glitter)Processed with VSCOcam with b5 preset

girl talk. also FULL PANEL WINDOW.

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big bear cafe is becoming my spot. do i order anything? nope never. do i unabashedly bask in their indie cool environment where every attendant is reading a vintage paperback, wearing a beanie and flannel, and pouring tea from a kettle that came straight from the west indies (or world market, same difference)? yep. yep. yep. (do i also feel real self conscious in my uggs? always)

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running on u street is a complete pain because you’ve got to dodge a lot of folks, yet i always find myself here. i also always wonder what TRUE REFORMER BUILDING actually means.

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taking my roommate out to lunch after she saved me from losing my wallet twice in three months. cava mezze grill is spicy and wonderful and the perfect way to counteract a pretty crappy day working at a psych hospital.

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walk to work through capitol hill on our SNOW DAY!  Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

my favorite part of the city; logan circle. it is so underrated. let’s keep it that way. also, this is post-haircut selfie time, where i am in limbo between shock and mania/euphoria. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

on saturday there was a snow-mergency and it was so funny. the streets were clear! i had anthropologie all to myself! everything closed early! i wore my invincible snow boots. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

pretty buildings on every corner of downtown. Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

the national geographic museum had an exhibit featuring food, so of course i went. this was the best photo. this is what my spirit looks like.

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coffee shop, USA. my friend just quit working here, so we had a celebratory cuppa (best hot chocolate on this planet, imo)



if i was given an indispensable amount of time and an indispensable amount of dollars i would probably spend it thrifting and rifling through old adorable photos and postcards. taken right after i said something or did something that eliza probably deemed, “inappropriate”.  Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

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i got crafty this weekend instead of studying benzodiazepines and serotonin reuptake inhibitors.

my mantra for now and forever.

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freezing run around the national mall. listening to this podcast which is really good. (if you listen, let’s discuss children of the dirt)

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last week i got a free week subscription to blue apron from my friend who is a religious subscriber…. which was great and i loved. ingredients for delicious meals sent directly to your door! i’m all about it! this ramen was supposed to serve two, but when i got to my friend’s house and realized we actually needed to feed 6, a miracle happened. a true loaves and fishes situation!

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on sunday i didn’t have to work so we went to anacostia and fed homeless women and watched the oscars. i figured if i was going to waste at least four hours of my life watching pointless nothing, i might as well do some service beforehand to make myself feel better.

also, i’m mad birdman beat out boyhood, but i guess that is now just water under the bridge.

that’s all folks! here’s to spring’s quick approach and more green grass replacing bleak grey skies.

the short of it.


i woke up and looked in the mirror.

it had to go. my hair.

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i scoured the internet for some inspiration, found a photo that seemed appropriate, and thanked the pinterest for being a thing. i pulled my unruly mane into a ponytail and thought this is the last time. 

parting is such sweet sorrow…. except when it isn’t. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

if you live in the dc area, go ahead and call up immortal beloved.

now if only these damn bangs would grow out.

journal 52: valentine’s day

a list of everything i did on valentine’s day:

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2. check phone. blearily stumble through instagram, twitter, facebook, email, timehop, instagram (yes twice)

3. stumble out of bed and to bathroom. pee

3. eat leftover cold black beans and sweet potatoes out of the fridge. still hungry. make a green smoothie with a banana that has been sitting on the counter for 2 weeks. cover up the weird taste with a lot of frozen pineapple and spinach. still hungry. eat 1.5 frozen sunflower seed butter & dried cranberry balls that were created during an experiment. satisfied.

4. curl up on couch with computer. find tax documents. halfway fill out turbotax documents before losing interest.

5. move on to homework. a case study about depression! laugh at the irony.

6. chat with roommate in order to hash out the previous night’s events. nothing is left out. no stone is left unturned! every word of every conversation is examined and then cross examined, dissected, and slapped back together. it is now 11:30.

7.  decide to go running. pull on jacket and shoes. yes, you ran in your pajamas, but are they really considered pajamas if you also wear them to school, and they are actually just a pair of black leggings and nike socks? for a minute you consider becoming less of a slob, then reconsider.

8. leave house without gloves (bad idea). run around columbia heights dodging a lot of couples holding hands on 14th street and galentines dates in search of bottomless mimosas in which to drown their loneliness. there are literally rose petals littered all down the street. run exactly 4 miles of this debauchery before calling it good.

9. come home and shower. donuts on the counter! and bagels. tell yourself no and jump in the shower instead. wash your hair that hasn’t actually been washed for at least 8 days. you’re actually really proud of it. probably too proud. yeah you should probably bathe more. shave armpits. definitely don’t shave legs.

10. get dressed in front of your open window. you probably flash lots of people walking down the street, but whatever.

11. eat almonds while sauteeing kale and eggs. douse kale in soy sauce and eat it standing while talking to roommates about heaven knows what. still hungry. eat an apple. still hungry. eat another apple. still hungry. find yourself eating the exterior of a sesame seed bagel. like, skin the entire thing. become moderately disgusted with yourself.

12. put on your sleeping bag coat to go grocery shopping with your roommates. realize you’ve lost your wallet. hang your head in the shame that this is the 2nd time you’ve lost your wallet in two months. chalk this up as the best day ever. find a random credit card on dresser and activate it so you can buy food in the meantime.

13. traipse down the street with friends to roommate’s car, get inside, turn the key only to find that the battery is dead. groan in unison. call the only other person we know with a car to come and jump ours. get outside and pop the hood in the meantime as to act like we know what the hell is going on in there.

14. car gets jumped. we celebrate with a trader joe’s run. you buy a lot of things impulsively that seem like total luxuries and immediately regret it upon seeing the bill. mahi mahi burgers, soyrizo, a flat of strawberries, a million avocados, fancy hummus and spicy red pepper eggplant dip. (this will be a delicious week ahead.)

15. drive home as quickly as possible while scanning instagram. see a lot of couple on dates. so many selfies. so much handholding. so many descriptions filled with loving superlatives. this day is like visiting a zoo and watching the animals interract; kinda fun, kinda depressing, mostly weird. if you’re lucky, you can even witness them feeding each other.

16. run inside to put away perishables before work. throw on uniform and some semblance of makeup, just in case some attractive single male stumbles into the restaurant, we lock eyes, and just KNOW. put on bronzer because you fancy.

17. zip up sleeping bag coat, scarf, gloves. definitely don’t forget the gloves. ride through the ice wind to work with sharon van etten on full blast, crooning pessimism and heartbreak. you run a lot of stoplights and probably get honked at two or three times. you live for this!

18. get to work marginally late, but sneak in before anybody notices.

19. spend the evening balancing really hot plates of pot roast, filets, cedar plank salmon, and chicken and waffles on your arms. get a lot of couples to go bags. there’s a lot of hand holding. eat one million french fries right out of the fryer. eat a meatless meatloaf with vegan mashed potatoes that was abandoned by somebody at sometime during the night. sweat a lot in the kitchen. give booze recommendations. watch the blizzard outside. wonder if anyone would miss an entire red velvet cake if accidentally “vanished”.

20. finish work, punch out, and suit up for the arctic ride ahead. dump the snow out of your helmet and scrape the ice off the seat. gingerly ride home, ice wind almost knocking you over a few times. pass a lot of drunken lovebirds in dupont leaning on each other in order to make it safely through the cross walk. ride faster than you’ve probably ever ridden. it is now 1 am.

21. stumble inside, rip off clothes to defrost. curl up in bed despite the smell of food that clings to every strand of hair. see what gems social media is willing to offer up. chuckle at the absurdity and relish in the heater blowing directly in your face. fall asleep. you have single-handedly handled the day.

pun intended.

the last few weeks in photo-ography

welcome to the middle of winter! if you were wondering what is up with me, i am currently sitting here in this hole of a basement listening to the entire drake discography and looking at pizza recipes because what else is one to do on her morning off!!?? wednesday is like my saturday, and i am relishing. here’s some things from this week and last, you know, in the name of productivity. (and to convince you people that i do have some semblance of a life outside of learning how to stick people with needles)

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it was ashley’s birthday. pro tip word to the wise: if you’re going to have a party for someone, you better let them know the party is going on before half the pizza is gone. whatever we lack in decency, we made up in two-bite cupcakes! and candles that say zero because age, be damned! (also, 0 is the most aesthetically pleasing digit.) Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

some weeks i “go to institute” but really the only reason is because chevy chase has the best shopping and best anthropologie in the DMV is right next door. the huckleberry cookbook is annoyingly awesome. Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

happy to live in shoebox with these folks. also happy about this dress, compliments of eliza. yes, i am wearing a sports bra in order to button it up but whatever looking like a boy is a small price to pay, as it was the most comfortable sunday of my life. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 presetthe next three photos are really important. this is because they highlight tim and me going to farmers fishers bakers and ordering like pregnant women aka ALL THE THINGS. first, sushi.

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and then pizza, but with brussels sprouts because we’re adults.  Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preset

waiting for the bus in the slush. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

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been working a lot. this means eating a lot of founding farmers… but heck when free meals look like napa provencal trout with red whipped potatoes and kale, onion, pear sautee, life doesn’t seem that bad.  Processed with VSCOcam with f2 preseti’m resurrecting cooking thursdays, a utah tradition from my byu days with prior group members who are on now missions or getting married. feels good to be back in a kitchen with countertops. last week was tofu miso pho with fresh spring rolls. i must have been someone’s italian grandmother in a previous life because cooking for people is so satisfying. Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

bike ride home. weaving through cars in traffic and having them honk and yell at me is one of my most favorite past times.Processed with VSCOcam with f2 presetafter a long week at school, fridays are for mac and cheese with leslie knope. (trashed up with kale and chickpeas though, because NUTRIENTS!) Processed with VSCOcam with f2 presetmy work just opened a new restaurant in tysons corner, va, so we had to go check it out. this coy little smile was probably made possible by a mouth stuffed with shrimp and grits.  Processed with VSCOcam with c1 preset

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those donuts are actually cronuts filled with vanilla bean cream that i wouldn’t mind living inside. honorable mention goes to the poached eggs and beet hash, shrimp and grits, french toast with caramelized apples, and dark hot chocolate with hazelnut crunch.

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and then we went to church with our favorite eighteen year old who has told me multiple times that i am the equivalent of a hot aunt. i don’t know what that means, but i’ll take it!

IMG_0072that’s all, folks!

journal 52: silhouettes

IMG_1783the night began innocently enough, one that now resides in my mind as a vague memory that, looking back, is like viewing at a matisse painting. from far away, the picture is clear, but when you get close enough to put your nose up to it, there is nothing but little cacophonous paint splotches, seemingly indistinguishable, meaningless, yet intriguing and will probably give you an impending headache if you stay too long.

the three of us had driven up to the dock with a plan in mind; set golf balls ablaze, then send them sailing into the water below. however, given our haphazard planning and the raging wind that often accompanies late spring, we quickly realized our fun wasn’t going to work out according to plan. i guess that is what happens when you put boys in charge of plans;  you end up watching youtube videos on someone’s dying iphone or you end up at taco bell.

after they’d had their time showing off and blaming the glare of the mood on the water for their bad aim, then doubling over in fits of laughter as i repeatedly missed the ball completely (i’d had one prior experience with golf in 8th grade pe, and given my… ahem, handicap, of being left handed, i’d modified by using a driver backwards, because that is how it felt most comfortable in my hands), we packed up our tees and set off towards the shore. a short-lived night, i’d be in bed by ten.

the two of them walked ahead of me, when an idea struck. “hey i’ll pay you twenty bucks if you jump off the dock!” i called ahead, thinking my words served more as an interjection, and not a directed question. thinking before speaking was never one of my strong suits.

here’s another thing i’ve learned about boys. they’ll do anything you tell them, especially if it lets them flash their man card. the words were hardly out of my mouth before one of them began peeling his clothes off right then and there… an event which was obscured by the abysmal darkness that, thankfully, not only shielded his utter nakedness, but my flushed cheeks, as well.

he sprinted down the dock without abandon, pumping his arms the entire fifty yards of ruddy wood; boards which creaked with every step and causing an orchestration that served as the only indication of his movement as his obscured figure approached the water’s edge. then, suddenly the glare of the moon on the water was interrupted with a splash as he catapulted himself into the water, followed by a gasp and a shriek as he surfaced. a holler of infectious euphoria.

and then it was his accomplice’s turn, and then it was mine.

sopping wet, we ended up at taco bell afterwards.